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Message to New York City                              2/29/2000

This word I received from the Lord: "You shall go to the city of New York and say to them: As you watched the coming of the New Year, and counted down the time, so also did the world watch with you. As the ball fell, even so has time begun to countdown on your own demise. I called you to be a lighthouse, a symbol of hope and freedom to the nations; freedom to serve God and know peace. The light you were to shine is my Son, the freedom you were to offer was salvation through forgiveness for their sins; the hope you were to offer them was eternal life, but you have offered them freedom to sin, light of intellectual pursuits and hope for financial gains. You compound sin after sin to those who seek your shores. Oh, that you would repent! Have I not wept over you even as I wept over Jerusalem? But you would not repent. What joy will I have in your destruction? Why have you provoked my hand? Is it not the same hand that would pour you out blessing instead of wrath? Can you not see I have long waited for you to repent for I desire to bless you for your repentance, not destroy you for your sin and arrogance?" Then I saw a cloud roll in. It was very black and it formed the shape of an envelope and it was sealed. The seal was red, it was blood that sealed it. I saw it over the sky of New York. The city’s fate was sealed inside this envelope and the blood of the innocent that has been shed sealed the judgment written therein. It stands over the city and it is ready to be opened by the hand of God, lest they repent. Then I saw the ship Titanic, how it sailed along in all her luxury, her pride, with no caution, no thought of what laid in her path. Ignorantly sailing to the destruction that laid ahead. When I saw it hit the iceberg, I could see the utter shock and disbelief on the people’s faces. From the moment it struck, time began to count down till it’s sinking. The Lord then told me: "At the beginning of this new millennia, as we "struck" the year 2000, time has begun to countdown for this nation. I saw the black envelope again, over the nation. I heard the sound of trumpets, the trumpets of war. I saw what seemed like a fireball hit a populated large city in the northern part of the nation, and I heard explosions. I could see that it was happening in other places as well. I could smell smoke and see people running, and I heard a great cry come up from the whole country. The Lord said, "I gave them freedom to seek me, and they have used it to seek after sin, after every evil. I will take this freedom away so that in their anguish they might seek me and live. The souls of this nation are at stake, and I do what I do to save souls."

 

Message for San Francisco                             3/2/2000

I saw the city of San Francisco. I saw it’s white tower and it’s old buildings. The Lord said, "They are rotten from within".I could see that inside the walls, they were green with rot, and maggots were in them. They were not filled with strong cement, but greenish decay. They were painted white on the outside and to the eye’s appearance, they looked fine, but the entire structure from within was corrupt, decaying, rotten, and gave off a horrible stench. The Lord said, "Their rotten stench has come before me. They lay evil upon evil. The city’s foundation is evil and their strength is but an appearance. Their people are sick and rottenness eats away at their bones. I will shake them when I raise my hand against their evil, and they shall fall. The inhabitants will be buried under the rubble of this rottenness." I asked the Lord what of His people there, those that were righteous? I said, "Surely, there are at least 10 righteous in the city. Will you have mercy for their sakes?" The Lord replied, "I will give a final warning for this city to repent, then I will call My people out of this place. Can the righteous and the innocent live in corruption, and see evil with their eyes all day long, and not be corrupted in their thoughts and in their ways? My people must come out of this unclean place. Even as Lot was told to flee, so will I speak and instruct them to flee." I asked again, "But what of the souls that have not yet heard? Will you take away those that preach to them and leave them without hearing the word, without an opportunity to be saved?" Again the Lord replied, "I will give them one last warning, one last call to repent, then I will call my people out." The church in the San Francisco area must begin to go out and give this "call to repentance" quickly.

 

The Church Has 5 things lacking                3/3/2000

The strangest thing happened; I was asleep, dreaming that I was prophesying; as I awoke, the words of this message remained in my heart and mind. "Thus says the Lord; My people, you do not understand the critical times in which you live. If you did, you would not be so busy running to and fro, occupying yourselves with everything but what is good for your soul. You have no fear of what is to come, therefore, you do not bother to prepare yourself. Those of you that are aware, think it is for a long time away yet, and do not prepare because you believe you have plenty of time still. I have had to bring situations that are hard for you into your paths so that you will begin to pray and seek me. I am using these trials to teach you lessons, to prepare you to be strong, to teach you how to overcome. You would not listen to instruction, nor seek counsel, because you were too busy, so I have begun teaching you through lessons of experience. If you will not prepare yourselves, then I must prepare you. You are weak, and would easily be overcome. Your strength is in all you think you know, not in the truth of faith in me. You must deny your flesh; you must overcome your emotions; you must trust in me, even when you lack understanding. When you understand then you believe; but I say, you must believe, whether you understand or not. Why things are permitted to occur in your life is not as important as how you deal with it, how you overcome, maintaining your faith in the midst of it. My people, do you wonder why the church is in the state it is? Five things are lacking, says the Lord. You do not have a great love for souls. You do not have a great love for the word. You do not have a great love for hearing my voice. You do not have a great love for the work of the church. You do not have a great love for the brethren. Therefore, the ministries which I placed in the Church are stagnant and do not develop. For if you do not have a great love for souls, how will you evangelize? If you do not have a great love for the word, how will you teach? If you do not have a great love for hearing my voice, how will you prophesy? If you do not have a great love for the church, how will you go and build it up? If you do not have a great love for the brethren, how will you pastor the sheep? The church is sickly, the souls faint, the time is evil, and my people, who are called to make a difference, are asleep. They do not discern the days in which they live. They do not choose to seek me, or to be prepared. Shall I leave my church in such hands? The gifts and the calling are given. I will not repent. If those who are called prefer to sit on the bench and be hearers and not doers of my word, to sleep on, then, I will have to bring what will awaken them into their lives, again and again, if necessary, until they repent and answer the call. Do not be angry with me for this, be angry with yourselves. You have brought it upon yourselves, or would you prefer that I let you sleep while your souls, as well as the souls of others perish?”

 

Message America - A Call to Repentance                     3/6/2000

While I was praying, I saw (as if I was up in the air) clouds below me. I saw the clouds begin to part, and I could see far down below was land. It was mostly green land, and I could see by the shape of this large mass of land that it was the United States. I could see in the middle of the nation, what is known as "the heartland", a huge dagger that had been stabbed into the ground. The dagger had the form of a dragon’s head on the handle of it. I could see there was blood flowing from this dagger wound. The dagger was so large that no human could remove it. I heard Christians rebuking it, but it didn’t move. Then the Lord spoke and said, "This wound has been afflicted upon this nation. The only hand that can remove it is my hand. My hand will be moved to do so only through repentance, for it came upon them for their sin’s sake, and only repentance of sin can cause me to pluck it out and heal the wound." This wound is a mortal wound. Great amounts of blood streamed out from the wound. The enemy who inflicted this wound was able to do so because of our disobedience, our sin, and our lack of repentance. No amount of rebuking the devil, or spiritual warfare will remove it. God will have mercy and come to our aid to remove it, when he sees we have repented of our sin, that brought us this mortal wound. This does not mean that the Christian should not rebuke the enemy or enter into spiritual warfare for souls, it means that only God can grant this nation the gift, the outpouring of his goodness that leads us to repentance. We need to seek HIM. We need, as Christians, to be in prayer for a great outpouring of his Spirit that will lead people, including ourselves, to humble ourselves and repent. Then God will hear from heaven, he will forgive our sins, he will remove this dagger of the enemy, and he will heal our land.

 

Our Destination                                        3/9/2000

The Lord began to show me the following: I could see a soldier. He was on leave, trying to get home. It was back during the times of World War II. He only had a short leave and them he was going overseas. It was night, and he had already taken a plane, then a bus, now he was on the side of the road trying to hitch a ride. It was late at night, and there were hardly any cars on the road. He walked some, and finally a car approached, pulled over, and offered him a ride. "I have been trying all day to get home" he told the driver. You could see he was tired, but he smiled and renewed energy came to him when he said, "I have to get home!" I wondered why the Lord showed me this, and then He began to explain. The soldier was able to endure all the setbacks, all the hardships, and muster up the strength to continue, because he had his eyes set on the goal and would not give up until he reached it, no matter what he had to do to get there.In such a way, we must fix our eyes on the destination, the Lord told me. You don’t fly on a plane or take a bus or train, simply because you like to ride. You purchase a ticket with a destination in mind. If the plane is delayed, if it breaks down, if connections have to be made, you don’t give up, you continue on, because it is your goal to reach that destination. The Lord explained to me that many have a "destination" in mind, to pastor, to preach, to have a successful church, marrying the person of their dreams, to have financial prosperity, to be famous, and so on. These are all forms of "transportation" through this life, but they are not our "destination". I asked the Lord "What is the destination? To go to Heaven?" The Lord replied, "That is not the destination, not the goal we should be working for. That is the reward we receive for staying on course and focused on our destination." "What is our destination then?" I asked him. The Lord replied, "It is to be conformed to the image of Jesus, to become Christ-like, to have Jesus formed in us, so that we no longer live, but Christ lives in us." This is our destination, our "destined" place.So many in the body of Christ make their goal, their destination, a successful ministry, a successful family, or business, and they stop there. They pray, they tithe, they go to church, they have "arrived", they have reached their goal, now all they have to do is maintain it, enjoy it. They stop there! They are just like the person who takes a ride with no destination to reach, riding around aimlessly, stopping where ever there is something that catches their eye, in no hurry, headed nowhere in particular, just having a "nice" ride. There is no need for sacrifices, if you don’t like the ride, just change it. God is saying we must focus on "reaching" our "home", to be Christ-like, with all our energy, all our strength, not giving up at hardship, at setbacks, ever pressing on, doing what is necessary, late into the night, never giving up, moving onward to reach the stature of Christ. To be like him is to reach our "destination", to reach our "home".

 

Waiting on the Lord                                            3/12/2000

"Blessed is the man who waits upon the Lord, for he shall not be ashamed. Blessed is the man who WAITS! He will not jump impatiently at what ever comes to his mind, or in his path to do. Many of my children have been impatient, they tire of waiting. They go off only to come back ashamed, broken, defeated. Why did they not wait upon me for instruction, for direction? THEY DID NOT WANT TO WAIT! Waiting on me is a burden to them. They have to be doing something. WHAT? DO YOU THINK THAT WAITING ON THE MOST HIGH IS NOTHING? Do you think it is cumbersome to do so? It is an honor to wait upon the Lord; are you not his servants? Should you not be rejoicing that he has called you to wait upon him? How will you get wisdom, my people, if you refuse instruction? To wait is to be in my presence, to spend time with me, seeking me, learning from me, receiving my directions so you can fulfill my will for you. If you will learn to wait upon me, You will go out, when I send you, with purpose, with authority, with power. The doors before you will be open, and no man will be able to shut them. You will accomplish great things and be productive for the Kingdom of God. If you refuse to wait, you will go out in darkness, in confusion, in your own strength, and accomplish very little, except to frustrate your faith. Come, be at peace, cast your burdens upon me. Sit at my feet and be still. Learn! Listen! I will be your guide. Is this not the better part that I said Mary had chosen? In your always having to be busy, have you considered why? Can you not be busy seeking your Lord? Why do you not want to be busy doing that? Are you worried what others will think? Are you trying to impress others with all that you do for me? In truth, if I did not send you to do it, you are not doing it for me, but for yourselves, so you can look good, so you can boast. I know your nature. To do what I tell you, to wait on me, requires you to humble yourself, to deny yourself. You want to go out and achieve honor and merit. If you truly want honor, then honor me. Change your hearts and your thoughts. There is no greater honor than to be in my presence, to be my servant. The servant does not run to and fro, but waits upon the command of his master. Wait, I say, on the Lord.

 

The Harvest                                                                 3/14/2000

The Lord showed me a great field to be harvested. It was ready, the fruits and vegetables were ripe, plump, ready to be picked. There were all kinds of plants. The Lord showed me how the field went on and on, as far as the eye could see. The sun was low on the horizon. There was much work to do, but I was not alone, there were other workers. The Lord said, "Beware, for now is the time the thieves will come to steal the harvest, for what good is it to steal fruit when it is unripe? They will come when the fruit is ready. Beware! I have told you. But know this, you are my servants. This is my Father’s field. You have been chose, bought with the price of my blood to work the Father’s field. You are authorized to be there, the thieves are not. You are where you have been sent to be. You are legally authorized to be there, with the full power of God authorizing you. The full power of God’s law, His authority, his word, backs you up. You are authorized to use this, and to call upon the power of heaven to your defense. The thieves are trespassers. They are there illegally. They do not have the legal right to be there. The property is not theirs. They did not sow the seed, they did not water the ground, the harvest is not theirs. Still they will sneak in and try to steal the a beautiful crops for their master’s table. You will have to harvest quickly, but always watching and defending the field. You will have to stand, in your right to be there, and call down the power of heaven, that has been given you, to chase the thieves away. Remember, this is your work, this is your inheritance; you are chosen, authorized by the blood of Jesus to be there. Make a stand to defend your rights as children of God. Do not flee at the enemy’s rebuke. Do not turn the portion of the field you were assigned to over to the thieves. Drive them out! Be strong and courageous. Know that this is your calling, your destiny. It is yours given by your Father, DEFEND IT!

 

A Warning to America        3/16/2000

While praying, I saw a man riding on a horse from place to place in the dark, warning that the enemy was coming. I recognized by his dress that this was a long time ago, and he was Paul Revere. He rode all night to warn that the British were coming. The Lord was showing me an event which occurred in history, which has a spiritual meaning. The Lord spoke and said: “Where are the children of these forefathers? They were men who were willing to fight against enormous odds to obtain freedom to worship Me. Where are their children? This generation has become so selfish, so lazy, that they are only moved when something disturbs them. They no longer care about freedom to serve Me. Much blood was shed to obtain them these rights, and they no longer hold it as precious in their sight. Repent! Seek Me while you still can, says the Lord! Seek Me while you still have the freedom to do so, for that freedom will once again be challenged, and what will you do then? The enemy comes to take it from you. Who will warn the people? Who will listen and rise up to prepare? Will you sleep on until the enemy is at your throats? Repent, I say! Arise! Worship the Lord who gave you such freedom! Serve Him in fear and trembling! Hate sin and love your God! You have embraced sin and rejected your God. He is the one that protects and preserves you. If you will not return to Me, oh my people, how will you endure? Surely, the enemy is coming and you will have to fight for you lives, for your freedom, for your faith. In returning to Me, and repenting of yours sins, you will find victory.”

 

Making a Difference Through Prayer                                   3/17/2000

"My people do not understand that they can make a difference. You CAN make a difference in the lives of many! Most of my people are resigned to the LIE that they do not really matter, they can not change things. This is what the enemy wants you to believe. You say, "But we have tried, and nothing came of it." Is it not written in my word, "Apart from me, you can do nothing?" Have you considered that if you were unable to accomplish anything when you tried, that it could be because you are "apart" from me? I said you can do all things, through Christ who strengthens you, it is written in my word. It is through Christ, the living Son of God, that you can do all things. Through him, you are "one" with your Father, you are no longer "apart". In this way, you can make a great difference! Jesus is great in you, for "Greater is he that is in you than he that is in the world". Do you not understand this? You are called to make a difference in this world, to save souls, to rescue the lost, to comfort those who suffer, to bring them life and hope. Apart from me, you are not able, but in me, you are more than conquerors, you are more than able. Why will you not believe this? You say, "perhaps for him, or with her, but not with me." Examine your hearts! Is it because of unbelief that you say this, or because you are not willing to surrender your ways for mine? You must surrender your will, and seek my will, and that is where the real problem lies. You have not yet surrendered all! You are not yet willing to deny yourself, so that I may live through you. If you do, surely, I will make a difference in the lives of many through you! Why will you not let me? Believe that I CAN make a difference through you, and then be willing to LET me do it! This is not a decision you make for the moment, for one day, and then walk away from it and go back to your own ways. This is a daily decision you MUST make.  YOU MUST DECIDE EACH DAY , "TODAY I CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN THE LIVES OF OTHERS, THROUGH JESUS CHRIST", OR, "TODAY I CAN LIVE FOR MYSELF". WHICH ONE WILL IT BE? If you choose to serve me, and not yourself, then you must surrender and seek my will. You must seek my direction, and pray according to my leading, not just for your own needs. I will lead you in power, through prayer, to change many things, for by prayer are many things changed. You must pray according to my direction, not your own! You must pray according to my word, I will show you how. You must be led by my Spirit in this, for my Spirit knows the deep things of God, He knows my mind and heart, and he will lead you to pray accordingly. In that moment, we are one. My heart is revealed to you, and you are praying, speaking forth my heart, my will. In this way, change will come. In the beginning, God the Father spoke through his Son, all things that were in his heart. Jesus, the Son, did speak them forth, and the Holy Spirit performed them. You are the church, the Son of God, Jesus Christ the Lord, lives through you. He will speak the heart of the Father through you, and the Holy Spirit will perform it. Can you not understand this? In dying for you, in saving mankind, he has multiplied himself, his voice, through many, through those who receive him, and he abides in them. Now, through them, he can speak, not as one voice, but as many voices, speaking in unity, reaching not a few, but many, even to the ends of the earth! This is why I tell you, you can make a difference, my people, for consider who is in you! He will always receive from the Father and reveal it to you, if you will surrender your "self" and let him be Lord in your life. To "BE" the Lord, and to "say" he is the Lord, are two different things. Many "say" he is their Lord, but few allow him to "BE" Lord of their lives. Hear these words, and meditate on them; keep them in your heart day and night. Use the words to determine your answer to whether you will make a difference this day, or live for yourself."

 

Lessons that God Gives us as Parents       3/21/2000

The Lord revealed to me that everything in our life is a teaching. When we become fathers, we enter a great training period. A newborn child is so innocent, so depedendent; it is the beginning of a brand new life. In the same way, when we are born again through faith in Jesus Christ, washed by His blood, we too are newborn, washed from sin by the blood of Jesus that covers us; we are “innocent” before Him. We understand very little, and we look to Him with reverencial fear, in awe of Him. We are defenseless before the enemy and we need Him to show us all things and to protect us from danger. Then comes the time where we need to sit up, then stand and walk. When we learn how to walk we become less dependent than we were before. Beneath His loving eyes, we begin to make selections for ourselves. Just as we send our children off to school to learn, so He also exhorts us to study His Word, and to be part of a church where we will learn more of Him. We grow spiritually and emocionally in the same way that our children grow in height and ability. But then the time of adolescense comes. The child begins to think that he knows enough now to govern himself without any restrictions from his parents. The child has grown and has learned,and he believes he is now capable of making decisions for himself. He no longer looks for direction from his parents as he once did, but does what he thinks is right. When his parents try to warn him, he becomes angry, because he wants to do things his own way. When it comes out wrong, he blames others for his failures. His parents remind him that they warned him of the consequences, and he becomes angry with them, saying: “You don't understand! You don't care about me!” Does this sound familiar? Some of have done the same thing in our Christian life. We read the Word of God; we know what is the right thing to do, but we do the wrong thing. We want to change, but we continue doing the same thing over and over. When things come out wrong, we blame others, and we say: “Why Lord?” Then we doubt God's love for us! Later we repent, but that doesn't mean we have given up trying to be “in control” and doing things the way we want to. We warn our youth not to do certain things, but they don't listen to us. Are we bad parents, or we don't love them, if they choose to ignore our warnings and do their own thing? Of course not! It is the same with our Heavenly Father. God has permited us to grow and become parents ourselves, so that we can better understand Him. We go through a similar process with our children, and suffer things with them, as He does with us. God wants us to learn from these experiences. How do we feel when our children rebel against us? How do we feel when they promise us one thing, but don't do it? How does God fee when we make Him a promise and then we don't keep it? How does He feel when we aren't going to sin and then we fall in to it? How do we feel when our kids get involved in alcohol, drugs, or sex? Don't we feel disappointed and discouraged with them? We are disappointed because they have lost their innocence, and because they put themselves in danger. We suffer when the disobey us and lie to us. The Lord showed me how we become frustrated and angry with our children when they become rebellious without realizing that we do the same thing with our Heavenly Father. It is time that the learning experiences that we receive as parents with our own children lead us to a place of repentance and reconciliation with our Heavenly Father, and that we become obedient. Perhaps if we do so with our Father, our children will learn a lesson from the example that they see in us. If things remain the same with our children, perhaps it is because He is waiting for us to learn our lesson. How is it that we have not been able to understand that God desires from us what we desire from our children?

 

Warning: The Rider of Destruction is Coming           3/23/2000

The Lord spoke and said: “These are the things you need to say to my people: Awake! Awake from your sleep! Shake the heaviness off of you and seek the Lord, while He may be found! Put on the breastplate of righteousness, take the incense of prayer, and enter the house of God. Cause the alarm to sound and warn the inhabitants of the land! Tell them to arise, for the enemy is coming! Tell them to escape the wrath that is to come, and to turn to the Lord their God with all their hearts, for destruction is at the door! He is seated on his horse, and as a restless horse prances to and fro, waiting impatiently to go forth, so he waits for the door to open that he might accomplish his mission. Soon, He who holds back, will hold back no more, and the door will be opened. He will go forth in vengeance, destroying all that is in his path. Come! Trust in the Lord; repent from your sins, your indifference, your unbelief, and return to the Lord God! Hide yourselves under the shadow of his wings, so that the destroyer cannot harm you. Surely, God will defend the just; He will cover all who trust in his Name. Hear his voice now! Seek Him, and He will speak to you! He will guide you in peace. Learn now to be led by by his voice, because the sound of confusion is coming. How will you hear his voice then? How will you hear Him when the rider is upon you? Come to the Lord now, for He is your refuge. He will guide you and keep you in perfect peace. Keep your eyes and your hearts upon Him, and He will be your refuge, your deliverer, in the storm that is approaching.”

 

The Key to Victory in the End Times is Faith                    3/29/2000

The Lord began to show me Israel being camped round about with armies. I thought on things He had told me through the years concerning the end times. I thought on what is written in the Book of Revelation. This came to me, there is a literal fulfillment, and a spiritual fulfillment, but beyond that, I could not understand any further. The Lord spoke and told me, "The mystery of the Book of Revelation is sealed, and has not yet been opened. It is not yet time, but that time is quickly approaching. Many have tried to understand what was not yet meant for them to understand. The key to victory in these times is not understanding the mystery, but faith. Faith to believe, to trust ME, even though you do not understand. Faith is not based on intellectual knowledge, faith is based on trust. Do you trust me? Faith is tried, not when the person understands what is ahead, but when the person does not. It is only in this test of faith that you can really find out the answer to my question, do you trust me? Soon the church will all face this test, and many will be trying to explain, but their explanations will conflict and cause confusion. You will have to take a step of faith. This is when you will know if you trust me truly or not. If you fear, you are not yet made perfect in love, for perfect love casts out fear. This does not mean your ability to love perfectly will cast out your fear, for loving someone is not what builds trust. You can love someone even when he is not trustworthy. The perfect love that casts out fear is your understanding of my love for you. This understanding is what brings trust, and trust in that love, is what casts out fear. Do you know how much I love you? You have heard, but do you know? This is the basis of true faith. Circumstances and trials can not tarnish this faith. No matter how things might look, to the person who trusts me, there is faith. They know somehow all things will work together for good, because the know me, and they know my love for them. This is the mystery you should be seeking to know. This is the secret to overcoming in these latter days. This is the purpose of the trials. Sadly, many when faced with this test, will fail, will fear, and will turn away. I am coming for a bride that will completely trust me, one who will not doubt my faithfulness. For this reason I said, when I come, will I find faith on the earth? Do you believe I love you? Do you trust me? This is the childlike faith you must have to enter the kingdom as the bride of Christ.

 

God’s Love for the Lost                                                   4/3/2000

While preaching in the City of San Francisco, in prayer one morning for the souls of that city, the Lord spoke this word to me: "The word has gone forth, a call to repentance has been preached, but many still do not know what repentance is. They believe that they have repented when they confess their sins, the disobedience they have committed. They repent of the wrong they are doing, but fail to truly see that it is the hardness of their heart that I want them to repent of. Oh, little children, you have yet to see the deepest truth. It is your lack of love that you must repent of. You are capable, through me, of so much more. You are able to truly love others if you will only open up your heart to me. I will put a river of love that will flow forth from you, if you will just seek me for it. Many of the people that perish do so because they have not yet seen the love of God in you. You have not yet seen the lost through my eyes. If you had, your eyes would not be so dry. You have not spoken to them as a mother that pleads with her child to flee from sin and danger. You have not allowed my love to warn them through you. Do you not understand that this is my heart? Have they heard my loving voice through you? You are not yet one with me if you can not feel this love and sense the longing of my heart. Seek me; put your needs aside and be willing to be broken so that your heart might beat as one with mine. When mankind sees the eyes of love, my eyes, in you, they will be drawn to me as never before, and there will be the revival you so often ask me for. You ask me to send this revival, as if you believe I have been withholding it. It is the hardness of your hearts that withholds it. You seek so many things for yourself. When will you seek to know my heart? When will you truly love souls as I do? If you would put yourself aside, and allow my heart to flow through you. oh, what a difference you could make in the lives of so many. Hear my voice; hear my heart in theses words. Open your heart; open up to me. Recognize the truth before you, and weep at the hardness that is in you. Let your heart be broken so that I might form my heart in you. Love is needed, and I AM LOVE."

 

Fear Not!                                                   4/4/2000

"Say to my people, "Fear Not!" I am with you, saith the Lord; I AM WITH YOU! Fear not the things that you will see happening around you. Do not run with haste in fear. I will not abandon you. What seems late to you, is on time for me. I am not tardy in responding, you are impatient in waiting in the midst of the storm. I know the exact minute to come to your rescue. I will not let you go over the waterfall to your destruction. I will come and grab your hand and take you from the dangerous water on time, fear not. I will not permit your foot to slip You must trust me, YOU MUST! I know what I do; I know what I allow, and I allow it for a purpose. You must not let your fear, your emotions, move you. Look up! Look up! Maintain your eyes on me, and not on the storm! You have my word, I will not leave you. As I live, I will not leave or forsake you. BELIEVE! Do not fear for your life, for your life is precious to me. You are precious to me, therefore have I promised you that I will be your rescue; I will be your strength; I will be your deliverer. Though you pass through the waters, they will not overflow you; though you pass through the fire, it shall not burn you, for I am with you in the waters; I am with you in the fire."

 

Being Led By The Spirit                 4/9/2000

My people are easily deceived because of their lack of knowledge of my Word, and because they are not walking in the Spirit. They do not discern the wolves in sheep's clothing. They call that which is not sent by Me as though it were, and what I send, in ignorance they rebuke. Why are you so easily deceived? Have you not read in my Word to try the spirits that come to you? You do not exercise the gifts given for your protection. These gifts are spiritual and operate in the Spirit, therefore, you must be walking in the Spirit to use them. You allow yourselves to be moved in the soulish realm, in your emotions. Your emotions can easily be manipulated. You must walk in the Spirit, in faith, not in emotion. Faith is not a feeling, it is a conviction built upon knowledge of the Word of God. The Word brings faith, and faith builds your spirit in strength and discernment. You allow many things that are sent to do you harm because you do not discern them. Does it not say in my Word to lay no hands presumptuously? You are so anxious to receive something that you often receive that which harms you. You become emotionally moved and do not have the wisdom of the Word in you. You stifle the Spirit by your emotional eagerness to experience something. The enemy will appeal to this weakness in order to deceive you, to fill you with what is not of Me, and to lead you down the wrong path. How do you know it is my Spirit? My Spirit moves always according to my Word. My Spirit is patient, my Spirit is reverent and respects authority. He will not cause you to disobey the Word of God or usurp authority. He will do all things decently and in order. He will not bring condemnation, but conviction, exhortation and guidance. He will not lead you to exalt yourself. He will not lead in contention or division, or make a spectacular show of emotions. He will not lead you to put your eyes on gain, fame, or pride. He will guide your eyes to look at Me. He will guide you to examine your heart, your motives. He will guide you to truth, to repentance. He will guide you to prayer, to praise. He will warn you at the presence of danger, giving you wisdom to avoid it. You must be still and seeking in the spirit to hear His voice clearly. He is spirit and will speak to your spirit. He will lead you to cry for the lost, but this is not emotion, these are spiritual tears of intercession, or compassion. He will lead you to love others, a true love, that will not be swayed by the actions of others. You fall so easily from love when it is emotional love. True love of the spirit does not surrender to circumstances, does not stop loving when that love is rejected or mistreated. You have so much to learn, and yet, being still and listening, learning, is the last thing you want to do. You want to go off with the little faith you have, having great emotions, and minister to others. You are not yet grounded, tried and proven, yet you wish to go off and make disciples for yourselves, for you are not yet ready to make disciples for Me. You are not yet one yourself, so how can you think you will be able to form another? You need to spend time at your Master's feet. You need to learn from Me, from my Word. You need to listen to those I have called to teach, and grow up in the Spirit. If you cannot discern the difference between a deceiving spirit and my Spirit, how will you know how to minister to others? Learn of Me! There are ways, and then there is my way! If you draw close to Me and know Me, you will know my way; you will recognize my way in others and not be deceived. You are easily deceived to believe certain things that are not of Me, because you don't truly know Me. If you knew Me, you would recognize Me when I move through others. You will not be deceived. Look in my Word where Paul rebuked a woman for saying: “These are the servants of the Most High.” The words she spoke were true, yet my Spirit led Paul, through discernment, to rebuke her. You have yet to understand that false spirits will often use some truth in order to deceive. In recognizing them publicly as my servants, the spirit speaking through this woman tried to gain credibility so that the people would believer her gift was from God and that she was a prophet. In the people accepting her as such, when Paul left, she would continue to be used by this spirit to prophesy words that were not from Me, and the people would have believed and been deceived. This was meant to cause confusion. This was meant to lead new believers astray before they would grow in the Word and in discernment. If the lies were discovered at a later time, the enemy would then use this to put doubt in the minds of the people if Paul was indeed my servant and the words he spoke were really from Me. In the confusion and disappointment of being deceived, unbelief would enter their hearts and cause them to doubt the real truth. Can you not see this elaborate plan of the enemy? Do you not see why I led Paul to rebuke this spirit and command it out of her? Paul was not deceived because he walked with Me in the Spirit. He heard my voice and obeyed it, not being led by his emotions or the truth of the words spoken, but by discerning the spirit who spoke them. These words were spoken to appeal to the flesh, to pride, so that they would go undetected. Paul knew my ways because he knew Me. He knew that my Spirit would not exalt men, but Jesus, the Son of God. Would you have recognized this? Would you have heard my voice, or be led by your emotions and your need for praise and attention? This is a test I put before you, my people, by which you might honestly judge if you are being led by my Spirit or by your emotions. Do you now understand? Do you see why this is so important? I speak to you as a loving Father, not desiring that any of my children be led astray.”

 

How Jesus Sees the City of New York                           4/10/2000

As I was praying, suddenly, I saw myself in the city of New York. I was dressed as I was, in a housecoat and without shoes on, but no one seemed to be able to see me. I walked down the streets, with the towering buildings hovering over me. I saw people rushing around. As I looked at them, I noticed that they had such an empty look on their faces. I could see anger on some, frustration and disgust on the faces of others. Their eyes seemed so cold, as if there was no love inside of them. They passed by the homeless that were sitting and begging in the streets, and they would just growl at them, with hatred and not a hint of compassion in their eyes. Others would pass by so indifferently, that they would not even look at the poor, as if they did not exist. I then found myself inside a large building that had marble looking floors and walls in the entrance. I went to the elevator and went up to what appeared to be a business conference room on the top floor. I could see a few men in suits sitting at a large conference table. The room did not seem very well lit, but I could hear them talking about business, about financial gain. They seemed to have no concern about their clients, or the public, it was all just about money to them. I could tell that they would lie, hurt someone, steal, whatever was necessary, because it was just business to them. They seemed to have no ethical principles. Then I was back on the street again. I turned down a back alley and heard a women’s voice shouting angrily. I climbed a fire escape ladder on one of the buildings and looked in the kitchen window that I heard the voice coming from. I could see this woman screaming at a toddler that was sitting in his highchair. She went over and slapped the child across the face rather hard, and the poor baby burst into tears. I looked in her face, but all I could see was anger there, no remorse, no love, not even for her own child. Back in the alley again, as I walked along, I noticed a man who had a knife in his hand, he was assaulting another man. He stabbed him several times, and the man slumped to the ground. The man who had stabbed him was leaning over him searching his pockets for whatever he could find. I saw that his face was completely indifferent over the life he had just taken. I found myself once again on the main street where the buildings towered over me and the crowds and traffic hustled by. A strong wind began to blow, and looking up to the sky, I could see very dark clouds were rolling in over the city. The people began to hurry to get indoors and out of the approaching storm. I began to cry out, cupping my hands to my mouth, and shouting into the wind, "REPENT! REPENT!" I could hear my words echoing down the streets, as if they were being carried on the wind. This old woman came up to me. This was the first person who appeared to be able to see me during this experience. She insulted me, spit on me, and cursed at me, saying, "It’s all your fault!" Other people began to gather around me. They were growling at me with these angry, hateful looking stares. I heard them say, "You and your prophesies, you have brought this upon us! Why couldn’t you just leave us alone?" They crowded around me, getting closer and closer. They began to push me and curse at me, then suddenly, someone stabbed a knife into my stomach. They began to step back. Suddenly, I could see myself, as if I were looking at someone else. I could see the shock on my face. I saw my hand touching the knife, blood coming out from the wound. I saw myself looking at the faces of the people around me, and I heard myself say, "But all I did was because of love for you." I looked up to heaven to pray, and I heard the words I spoke next, "Father, forgive them, because they don’t know what they do." I felt this warm golden glow come, all around me, and I saw Jesus standing in front of me. He took the knife out of my stomach, and immediately the wound was healed. He looked at me for a moment, and then he began to cry. I rushed towards him, with tears in my eyes also, and I said, "Oh Lord, please don’t cry." I put my arms around him, and then suddenly I disappeared into him, I just melted away.  At that moment I understood, somehow he gave me understanding, that all that I had seen and experienced, was not really me who was experiencing, it but I was seeing through his eyes. I was seeing what he was experiencing. He was rejected; he was despised; he was cursed at; he was hated. He spoke to warn them, and his words of prophesy to them have been rejected. He has spoken because he loves them, and he has asked the Father to forgive them for they know not what they do. Suddenly I was on the street again, feeling as if I had just awoken from a dream. The streets were empty now, as if they had been abandoned for a very long time. The buildings were in ruin, windows were broken. The Lord spoke to me and said, "They would not listen, they would not repent. The hardness of their hearts brought about their destruction." At this, the vision ended.

 

God Desires to Give us a River of Love                          4/15/2000

God showed me a river. He said, "Give me your heart." When I said yes, I saw this lovely little white rose being thrown into the river. I watched the rose float downstream, carried by the flow of the water. I saw as it traveled along. People would stop and look at it as it passed them. People would smile when they saw the flower in the water. They would say, "Look at the lovely flower in the water". I saw when the flower went through an area that was ugly, and dirty. I saw the people were sad and hopeless, and when they saw the lovely flower in the midst of all that gloominess and filth, it brought a smile to them, a look of hope to their faces. I saw that it went through a place where the water was moving roughly, and the little flower just bobbed along over top of the rough waters, it was tossed and turned, but it did not sink. I saw that the rose went far downstream, through towns and countryside’s, until it reached a place where the river was no longer a stream but a large, wide river. The water was much calmer now. The flower floated towards the bank. I reached down and picked it up. The rose was large and beautiful. It was in full bloom. It gave off the sweetest fragrance. I understood then, if we will let God take our heart and fill it with his river of love, letting that love flow through our life, it will flow to many places, many people, making a difference in so many. It will bring joy, peace, and hope to the lives it touches. It will weather the rough spots in life, and the ugly places, and in the midst of it all, it will bloom into something beautiful. I pray as you read this, that you will say yes to the Lord’s request, and give him your heart. Let him put his river of love in your heart, and lead it down that wonderful stream to touch the lives of others.

 

I Will Speak to My People                             4/18/2000

"My people have yet to know me. All day long I speak to them, yet my words fall on so many deaf ears. In their self righteousness and pride, they still the words that I speak from reaching their hearts. They see so many imperfections in others, but fail to see the imperfection, the judgmental spirit, the lack of love in them. Lover covers a multitude of sins, can they not understand this? I do not want you to go about observing everyone's sin, but rather, letting my love lead you to pray for them, to forgive them, hence, my love covers their sin. I am not telling you that you are to approve sin, or participate in it. I am telling you to love the sinner. You have to be able to see past his sin in order to do that. If I did not see past your sins, oh man, I would not have sent my Son to die for you. I loved you, regardless of your sins. I sent my Son to convey this message to you. When you see him and hear his words, you see my heart, my words. He received of me and gave it to you, that you might know your Heavenly Father. Why do you not seek to know my heart as my Son did? He did all things by the will of his Father, for he would seek my heart over every matter. You are able to do this as well. He made the way for you by His sacrifice so that you may enter the Holy of Holies, even my presence, and know me. You stand so far away, as if the veil still divided you from my presence. It does not! It was torn when my Son died for your sins. The price of sin was paid. You can enter in through his blood and stand before me. You read these words and say in your heart, "Oh, how I wish that God would speak to me like he does to this servant." Who has told you that I can not? You only need to believe, to humble yourself and seek me, and I will speak to you as well. I am not a respecter of persons. Did I not just say to you that I speak to my people all the day long, but my words fall on so many deaf ears? Unbelief as deafened your ears, hardness of heart has deafened your ears. You must seek me in faith, believing that I speak. What father does not speak to his children? Or, what father speaks to only some of his children, and ignores the others? If you do not do these things, why would you believe I, who am perfect in love, would do such things. How long will you weary me with your unbelief? I AM THAT I AM! I DO NOT CHANGE! I spoke these words and they are eternal. Why do you doubt my word? If I said my sheep hear my voice, it is because I speak to my sheep! The problem is with you, you are not listening! You do not come before me, putting everything aside, in order to seek me, to hear me. When you do, with your whole heart, you will hear me. I desire this with you, much more than you desire this with me. How many times have I said this to my people, over and over, yet they still do not understand? I want to be with you, I want to speak to you, I love you! Believe! Believe in your heart, and put action to that faith, by seeking me. I will be found by you when you seek me with your whole heart. I will speak as a still small voice in your spirit. I will bring peace at the sound of my voice, so that you will recognize me. I will speak comfort to you, and lead you in the ways of righteousness. I will fill you with my love and give you understanding of my word.

 

The Prodigal Son                                                            4/24/2000

While in prayer for the youth of this nation, and in particular, for the children of God’s people, the Lord gave me the following message: "Thus will you say to my people: I have heard their cries and see their tears for their children. I have heard, your prayers have not fallen on deaf ears. Be not dismayed, for I will answer your prayers. There is a great attack of the enemy against the children, against my inheritance. They were birthed by me, called from the womb to serve me. The enemy has come in like a flood to steal my precious seed, but I will lift up the standard against his armies; this standard is the intercession of my people who form a wall of prayer, day and night, for the children of my people. This is my fruit, and the enemy shall not spoil it. Be comforted, my people, for in your tears for your children, you have learned my heart which is broken for my children. I will not leave you comfortless, without hope.  Hear my word, is it not written, in the parable of the prodigal son? I will not force anyone to serve me. The father allowed his son to leave, with his inheritance, his blessings, and go to the world. There he spent his inheritance on revelry and sin, and did all that he desired, until all was spent. When he found himself with nothing, in filth as a beggar, fighting for the scraps of food that were fed to the swine, he repented of his ways. His soundness of mind returned so that he recognized from where he had fallen and all that he had wasted away. Then he was willing to return, to serve in the house of his father. His pride was broken, and his desire to rule over his own life was ended. He felt unworthy to be a son, but would count himself blessed if he would be received again at home to be but a servant. In this state, he returned, with repentance and a willingness to obey. The father ran to greet him, blessing him with all that was his, for he saw the humbleness and repentance of his son’s heart. He ordered a great celebration, for his son that was lost had returned. This is more than a parable, my people, it is a promise. I will not force anyone to serve me, they must choose to do so. You can not force your children to serve me, them must choose to do so. You must train them up in the way they should go and trust in me. That which you have sown in their hearts has not been in vane. Though for a time, in their youth, they reject it, though they take the promise over their lives and waste it in the pleasure of this world, I will give them soundness of mind to recognize from where they have fallen. The seed that you have sown in their hearts will produce the fruit of repentance in their lives. Those who rejected the call to be leaders among my people, will return willing to be servants. How could they be great leaders, if they do not first become willing servants? They must be grateful for the opportunity to serve me. In their selfish  pride, they have resented my call upon their lives as if it was an intrusion forced upon them. They do not see it as a privilege, as a treasure. Therefore, I have let them go and waste their inheritance, their treasure, which is their lives, their potential, in wantonness and revelry. They shall receive hurt and rejection in this world, and will learn the consequences of rebellion, of sin. Then they will long for the days of their childhood, of their innocence to return. They will recall the words spoken to them; they will repent of their rebellion. They will return in sorrow, humble and ready to serve. I will greet them with great joy, and put that which is mine upon them, even royal robes, power, authority, and they will stand as my sons and daughters. In all this, they will have gained compassion and wisdom, and they will lead with a loving hand, being grateful for being given a second chance. They will count their service to me as an honor, as a treasure. They will have learned the lesson that departing from me brings, and they will depart no more. Therefore, do not weep in despair. You have my promise, rejoice in that hope. It is sorrowful for you to see your children suffer, but be at peace, be patient, stand on this promise that I give you. Surely your weeping shall turn to joy and your disappointment to great rejoicing. Have faith in your heart. I have heard your cries. I am in covenant with you. The fruit of you womb is mine, they are my inheritance. They have been given into my hand, and I will not lose them; they are safe there. Have faith and fear not. Let your heart believe my words and not what you see with your eyes. Be patient!"

 

The Time of Decision for the United States Has Come              4/27/2000

While I was in prayer, I saw the United States as if I were looking at a satellite photo. I saw the nation below and it was covered with clouds. I saw four large faces over the ocean, at each corner of the nation. One was stationed up in the area of the state of Washington. He began to blow wind in a south east direction. Another was stationed in the area of California at the border with Mexico. He blew wind in a north east direction. The third one was in the area of the New England states, and he blew in a south west direction. The fourth was by the state of Florida, blowing in a north west direction. I saw the clouds over the nation begin to move in a circular motion. I saw that these winds caused tornadoes to appear in the land, and hurricanes along the coasts. They caused rain and hail to fall on the land. They were being blown from each direction so they remained circling the nation. The eyes of the Lord are upon the inhabitants of the land. The Spirit of the Lord spoke: “I will give them the opportunity to make their final decision before I allow the enemy to over-run the land. I do this for my people's sake, for I have heard their prayers for this nation. I will give the people of the land one more chance to decide if they will serve Me or not. They have taken their freedom and made it freedom for perverseness. They have provoked my anger in this. Nevertheless, for the sake of my faithful servants, who seek my face day and night, I will bring the time of decision upon the land. I will do this so that my people know that I have heard their cries and I am faithful and just to answer their prayers. I will give this opportunity because they have sought Me for mercy. My mercy will be poured out in bringing this land to a place of decision. In this time of trial will they repent and return to Me, or provoke Me all the more with their sin and rebellion? I know the answer to this, but my people must see for themselves and understand that I gave this nation every opportunity to avoid the destruction to come. I will keep the faithful, those who love Me and have stood before Me to intercede, with tears in their eyes and a broken heart. I will keep them in the palm of my hand in the midst of the storm. I will not suffer them to fall, for they have made their decision long before and have remained faithful to serve Me. Those who say they are mine and that they serve Me, but serve Me with their words alone, they will have to decide to surrender with their whole heart to Me, or be blown away in the storm. They will face the storm even as the unbelievers will, for they have not truly made a decision to serve Me. They only serve Me with their lips, but in their actions they serve this world. I will give them the opportunity to choose. In their anguish they will have to make the decision for their souls. The faithful I will keep in the palm of my hand. They will see with their eyes the price of disobedience and be thankful that they chose to serve Me beforehand. They will speak to the feeble-hearted who have been lukewarm in their faith. They will warn them to repent and to give their whole heart to Me, that they too might escape the storm. Those that repent, I will cover in my hand as well. Those who do not will face a greater thing yet to come. These words I speak to you, and command you to write them down. Those who have not believed will see these words come to pass and know that I have spoken them. I have not done anything without a warning being given first. This nation has been warned, but they refuse to believe, to heed the warnings. When these things come to pass, they will know that I am a just God, not willing that any should perish, but that all would come to repentance.”


 

 

 

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